Ghoulish Personalities

I decided to try some form of expresion. An excelent idea when your feeling down.
This picture describes how I feel alot of the time latly. Both the people here are myself, just to clear that up. One is clearly stronger than the other and wears a harlequin coat. The other is wretched and depraved. The one on the floor is infact my better half, taking all the punishment for the hiedonistic whims of the other which does all the things I dont want to do and thinks all the thoughts I do not wish to think. My better half is left with the guilt.
This picture is rather depressing but its been on my mind for a very long time indeed. i thought it best to get it out and maybe getting on with cheering up.

[EDIT] I must point out that I drew this at night and in compleate darkness when the colours I used seemed quite a bit more distinct. Now that I look at it in the light I can barley make anything out, so I apologise for that. What I ask would be that perhaps yous wait until dark or make your room as dark as you can and then take a proper look at the picture.